I will never understand why some people depend so greatly on relationships. Why plant your roots in something so… so.. what’s that word I’m looking for? The one that channels all the indecisive- ennui feelings into attempting to create something sturdy and beautiful; a relationship; but, really, are we using our brains here? Why devote your time and heart into something that’s so conditional? Have we gone delusional?  
  There was a time where I thought where you could do that and have the circumstances be okay but in all reality- At SOME point- feelings change. The direction of peoples lives changes. Sometimes there’s nothing we can do but just take a step back and let them go their own way.
  You see, the thing with falling in love with someone is it happens in a moment. In a minute. In a heartbeat. You get stuck in that moment and you revel in all the wonderful things they are; their opinions, their voice, eyes, skin, tone of voice, et cetera. We get so involved and caught up in this moment, when there’s this other change happening within. Whether it’s the he or she, it happens. Usually.
  The change emerging from within develops and envelops us and it’s said that we come at a stand point. Change of feelings, something the other person did, or some other bloody thing they did. We have a choice to make; to stay or leave. Do I really want to stay? I fell in love with the person you used to be not who you are now, so I will leave, yes. Call me selfish but you utterly repulse me. So sorry. We can still be friends, though, and pretend like we never happened, right?  
  Or you know there’s always the needy one who needs a relationship to function, regardless of whether the person is helping or hurting them. 
  I guess what I am trying to say, though, is that some people devote themselves too greatly in a relationship. I’m not saying I hate love and relationships and I want them all to just go away (which wouldn’t be a lie..) I’m not trying to down anyone’s love high of finally finding the only person who understands and loves them.. *cough* but really, I guess that’s what helps you find and discover yourself; Leaving someone who was horrible for you- or finding someone who makes you feel a fluttery happiness, and makes you feel special. But is there a someone out there for everyone? And if there is please find me?
  But what if you won’t meet the person you’re supposed to “be” with until you change into the person you’re meant to be? Are you meant to find faults and distractions while you’re your unchanged person and then once you become a person for the better, do you find the person you’re meant for?